Bridge To Terabithia

1. I want my lappy HP back! D;
2. Me and my 17 year old sis are trying to check out my other sis' new bf!(wth-.-)
3. Haven't even bought mom's bdae cake! D;
4. Tempted to study in UK(my mom ahh...)
5. Thinking of going to UK or US if I can't get to the course I wanted here in Spore!
6. Haven't even got my newphone!
7. Gotta move house next year!)))): !@#$%^&*
8. I watched 'No Reservations'!:D
9. I haven't been exercising.
10. I want DSLR!!!
11. I am F.A.T!)):
12. I am at my sis' house again!:D
13. Tomorrow going back to sub-urban.
14. I ate alot))):
15. I miss Singapore!
16. I miss ALL of you GUYS!D:
17. I miss 4H!!!
18. I miss P.Skul fren
19. I am spiritually LOST!)))))):
20. Ohh shit! I am still tempted!

because I love you

Tag replied(:

kai: hahaa.. I LOVE U TOO!:D

Lyn: BFF! D: where are u now? U in Dubai ehh? I miss you too like crazy! Needa catch up with you guys!! D:
Why are sooo sad? u sound not fine to me D: am worried!!! Btw, I dun think I will be in Spore for my 19. Yeaa...D: How I wish I can celebrate my bdae with you guys! But I cant! Cus for my 18th I was in Spore! Saw ur fb Korea pics! I wanna go KOREA! I miss you! Hope to see you soon!!!I wanna an iPhone!

CuiLing: I wanted to tell you guys! But my fatha wants me to go back like immed the other day. I was damn pissed! I paid for chalet but I didnt go!D: haiyy... I miss you. And yes, I wanna iPhone!

Sour Sally

Sour Sally is nicee:D

Got crazy with both my sista over 3 stalks of plastic flower. We were very amused by them. Actually Amused by every single thing. Yea...

Sleeping over at my other housey today and will be back to other house tomorrow! Reason being I needa cut my hair, needa go to optometrist and gonna visit someone in hospital D:

Btw, please do believe me I think my haircut this time gonna make a difference! hahaa...yeap!

And I am getting a new phone!
I want an Iphone! Iphone! Iphone!

WILL REPLY ALL TAGGIE TOMORROW!

UK

"So school starts on 11Jan right? UK experiences winter. So you gotta pack up lot of thick clothing ok? I am gonna transer $$ to your school tomorrow."
Dad was telling me that I need to take care of my health and blah blah...

Somehow I think my mind was alil bit crazy. Filled up with so many stuffs
till I haven't even contact with my Indo friends. Yea... Its like I need some time for myself. Hahaa...

It was only in the afternoon I was having sorta heart-to-heart session with my sistas about overseas stuffs and of cus' other stuffs as well. 'Big' sista asked me to pray.

Not long ...
It got me thinking that I needa to be in Singapore. I was like literally talking to myself convincing myself to stay in Singapore. Yea... Believe me you WILL call me lunatic when you saw me.

It was like a SELF conversation. OR
Was it God?
I have no idea.

I told my Dad and Mom about changing of plan.

So yeap. I will be continuing my study in Singapore(:
bye UK.
bye Aussie.

Hahahaa... Somehow I feel relieve I dunno why!

Guess God has planned something ahead for me (;

To e.yang:

I am so happy for you. You gotta go to BK! hahaa...After so much of persuasion!
Have a nice holiday then! I will miss you or I am missing you since the last time I saw you! Btw, I got LJ but not really using it! Your blog ahh... is only for show uh? hahaaa... never update! only once! And yes. I made my mind today at the very last minute. hahaa.. in fb when u asked me if I've made my decision. I wanted to tell you UK but am not telling you cus I knew I will change. So yea... hahaa... what ya think abt my decision?
For God's sake pls pls do not say its bcus of u-.-

Dear God

You know what I am feeling right now. You know how confused I am, God. Never in my life I feel really lost. Things are just happening too fast, Lord. I know that you want me to learn how to appreciate things in life. Teach me Lord to not take things for granted. Teach me to always count my blessings. Teach me how to live life to the fullest, Lord.
I pray for forgiveness, Lord when I turn away from you. I know how it feels to live without you, Lord. I feel really lost, Lord. I felt empty,Lord. I miss You speaking into my heart, Lord. I miss hearing Your voice.
Lord, You know what I desire the most. Only You who can understand me. Lord, I surrender my life to You. I am letting You take control of everything, God. I do hope to hear You, God. I need You.
In Jesus' name I pray.

Amen.

I'm Yours

It is a great thing to have faith in God.
It is even greater for God to have faith in us.

I asked God to grant me patience.

I asked God to grant me patience.
God said, No.
Patience is a byproduct of tribulations
It isn't granted, it is learned.

I hate you, December.

December is just tomorrow :/

When it comes to the month of  December, it got me thinking that I am gonna be a year older in like 27 days again and that I have to leave 2009 behind and face 2010. I dun care about my upcoming birthday or whateva it is. I simply hate December.

Yea. In fact I don't belong to an egg-cited-for-my-upcoming-bdae
category.

Time flies. I hate you time. Why do you fly so fast? ):

Yea. I really hate to start a new year cus' clearly I am just nervous of facing the future.

Was that vague?

Ok fine. I am afraid of getting old k.
Yea. I"M AFRAID OF GETTING OLD )):
You can whateva me. I whateva whateva you back.
Getting old to me simply means that I need to make life decision which comes with many great responsibilities.

I dun care about the freedom.
I dun care about the privilege older people get. 
I simply dun care.

The reason why I don't want time to fly fast.
Time flies=People aging(AND THAT INCLUDES ME)   )):
I have seen people come and go and often deep down in my heart, I wish I had talk to them more and know them better.

There are times I reflect back fondly on the times I had spent with the people who had left. Knowing that I can't bring time back, I thank God for the friendship made and they crossed my path, touching my life one way or another.

I cherish relationships- be it long or short. Even if you regard me as a passer-by, you are in my memory bank.

As I grow older, I don't wanna see folks come and go anymore. I know it's inevitable but it's not a very nice feeling. Each time someone leaves, I seemed to lost something. It's funny to know that people around me seem to leave.
God, If You could just give me more time...

Like it or not- Prayer changes everything.
Let God be God.

'Beautiful Saviour' Planetshakers

What I Love: Nostalgia(:

Tag Replied(:
e    - noted!(: hahaa... update more often then since u have nth to do:D btw, whts with the capital letter 'LINK'? hahaa...
kai - well. i wanted to. But seeing my stuffs piling up day by day gives me a big headache. Can't wait to throw them away! But hey, dun worry! Iam giving my stuffs to my tuition teacher:D and the sec3s say the syllabus gonna change anyway.

If meeting up with a best friend is such a chore, I am really disappointed.
If meeting up with some random people is such a pleasure, I am f**king disappointed.

Oh well, whatever.

I went to the gym today(: Yea.
I love being sweaty!
Sorry. It may sound disgusting but the feeling of being sweaty means I am losing calories :D
(APPARENTLY NOT) Please co-operate with me cus' I am just trying to cheer myself up. hahaa...

I caught new moon today! Seriously, I feel twilight series movie kinda thing suck after all. The entire book series is much preferred. I didn't say its better. Cuz' If I said so that would meant that the movie is good its just the book is betta. You see what I mean?
Yea. How annoying to watch twilight movie kinda thing because half of the movie parts to me is Edward getting horny and cheesy infront of Bella. Edward's cheesy horny phrases kinda predictable. hahahaaa....

By the way, here's what I've found...

Volterra Courtyard. Noon. Edward clasps Bella’s face between his hands and looks down at her tenderly.

EDWARD
Isabella…

Edward lowers his face near her lips and inhales her breath.

EDWARD
Death, that hath suck’d the honey of thy breath,
Hath had no power yet upon thy beauty.

Edward inhales her scent.

EDWARD
You smell just exactly the same as always. So maybe this is hell. I don’t care. I’ll take it.
BELLA
Edward, I’m alive! I’m right here beside you!

Bella takes Edward’s hand and puts it over her heart.

BELLA
Touch me, Edward! Feel my heart beating!

Edward lifts Bella until he could lay his ear against her chest, listening to her beating heart.

EDWARD
Beautiful Bella. Is this some strange form of deranged death?

Bella grabs his face to force him to look at her.

BELLA
I’m alive! Edward, please believe me!
EDWARD
Amazing…

Bella catches a glimpse of a movement of dark cloaks. She tries to push Edward into moving, to no avail.

BELLA
We have to get out of here! C’mon! The Volturi are –

Edward stiffens, throws his red cloak over himself, puts Bella under the cloak with him and begins to walk swiftly through the crowd. The multitude of red cloaks and clothing partially hide them, but, still, Edward changes directions several times as the ways out of the city are blocked by the Volturi. As they are cornered, Edward ducks into an alley, where a dark figure is waiting for them at the far end.

How I wish I could have just laugh throughout the whole movie and making stupid and unnecessary comments at every single scene.

I wanna tell you, girls out there who get REALLY crazy over E.C(Edward Cullen)
Oh please... I think he's gross. He doesn't even have those distinctive muscle as Jacob's.
Jacob's muscle is much more worth to woo at rather than Cullen's. euww.


Back to life...
Packing tomorrow:D
Can't wait to go back Indo. Wohooo!!!
I pray to God to lemme have the stamina to feel egg-cited for class chalet. hahaa...

bye! I NEEDA PEE!